My Song - Havoc

(verse 1)

Sanity spoke

And I listened

The tears I cried

Only bitter remnants

Of a day long gone

That should not be remembered

But it is

The sweet murky depths

Of this tattered soul

Cry out “Havoc”

To the God of old

Commiserate with me

Until I grow old

(Chorus)

Hold me in your arms, love me deeply

Protect me, need me

Hold me, keep me

Light a fire beneath me, a candle burned brightly

Protect me, need me

Hold me, keep me

A lust for peace for a tormented soul

Protect me, need me

Hold me, keep me

Save me before my heart grows cold

Protect me, need me

Hold me, keep me

 

Protect me

(verse 2)

I cannot find solace

In this misery

Only the birds chirping

Bring me peace

The sting of the wasp

Brings me clarity

I long for pacificity

Pain; Pleasure; It’s all the same

Can’t see the forest for the trees

Wanton to find that sweet release

Needing only the truth

That His love brings

And not false prophets

(chorus - x1)

(bridge)

This bitter hole in my heart

Slowly heals

He fills my soul

His orgasm begins

(chorus - x2)

© Spiritual Animystical

MEANING:

I started writing this with a different intent, but it turned it into a song about growth, and about overcoming false love and turning to true love.  I also wrote the bulk of it (1st verse and chorus) in less than a minute.