Monday, August 1, 2005

My Poetry - Dog Days of Summer

She hears the sound of
It's dying outburst
Thunder crackles;
Lightning bursts;

It's a dying remnant
Of an outdated storm,
It still lingers;
Not knowing it's past it's prime.

Raindrops fall to the ground,
This last sign of a dying storm,
Melting away as they hit the ground,
The steam rises.

Fear not storm,
Your torment will soon reign once again,
Even stronger than the past;
Knowing this can not last;
The dog days of summer are soon to pass.

But you strive to keep on,
Never give up;
Never say die;

Finally the last of the dying remnant says goodbye,
Her heart aches;
It breaks;

Winter has come and gone,
Her head to the horizon,
Looking for the storms,
In the distance she hears it,
Rumbling on.

So she waits;
The sadness escapes;
Face to the sky;
Mouth open wide;
Waiting for the first drop of summer to materialize

A sigh escapes her
As the rain trickles down,
Closing her eyes,
and taking it all in;

Those dog days of summer are back;
Again.

© Spiritual Animystical

MEANING:
This is a poem I wrote in August of 2005.  It was at a rough time in my life.  A very depressing time.  In 2012 I turned it into a song and recorded it.  It's one of two songs that I even got to share with Jars of Clay... and they told me to keep up the great work... really awesome guys... love them.  It was the first poem that I wrote with Jars of Clay in mind.  I wanted to do something that was multi-layered.  I wanted you to have to think about and figure out what it means to you.  I told (Jars of Clay) in a letter I wrote to them about it when I met them.  They have inspired me beyond imagining, and continue to do so.  This is one of many to come.

My Poetry - Halcyon, On and On

You don’t know how to feel
You don’t know what they want you to be

They gripe and you listen
Taking it all in
Wanting to strike back
Not wanting to give in

You want to fight, but you run
To the only one;
The only one who cares
The only one who feels

He hears you
He sees you
He knows everything

He wants to protect you, but can’t; he won’t.
You have to grow on your own
You have to figure things out

It’s this growth that makes you who you’re supposed to be

But you’re afraid
Afraid of what’s to come
Of who you will hurt in the process

But inevitably you know
This has to happen
You have to grow
You have to become like the one
And away from them

On towards your future
Towards Halcyon
And on and on
And on again

© Spiritual Animystical