(Verse 1)
Did you know that you were going to die
And didn't want to tell me?
Deep down I guess I always knew
But I just didn't want to see
Our deal was that you were
Supposed to live until you were ninety
Because I don't know how to be
Without you with me
You were the strongest person
I ever knew
I guess I'm not quite as
Strong as you
Because there are days I feel
Like I can't go on
Days I feel like the devil's won
(Chorus)
My heart is like an open wound
And I don't know how to fix it
I beg God just for one more chance
To talk to you
When the tears fall down
And I feel like giving up
I try to think of the good times, but
Blue, blue is my only hue
Because I miss you
(I miss you x2)
(Verse 2)
When the doctor said you wouldn't
Make it through the night
The bottom dropped out
From underneath me
But you showed them, when
A few hours later you woke up
And then we got another week
Until you would be set free
The days since you have passed
Are filled with tragic loneliness
Sometimes I forget how to breathe
In the morning when the memories come
And I just don't want to go on
I just wonder if you're there listening to me
(Chorus)
My heart is like an open wound
And I don't know how to fix it
I beg God just for one more chance
To talk to you
When the tears fall down
And I feel like giving up
I try to think of the good times, but
Blue, blue is my only hue
Because I miss you
(I miss you x2)
I try to think of the good times, but
Blue, blue is my only hue
Because I miss you
(I miss you x2)
Blue is my only hue
Because I miss you
(I miss you)
© Spiritual Animystical
MEANING:
This is a song I wrote. It's not a happy song. It's just about being in the moment of dealing with the loss. It's how I feel every day. I got inspiration from listening to Ben Rector this morning.
